In certain ways yes, I've been lonely my whole life. But I take each day 1-step at a time, I have my good days, and I have my bad days like everyone else. Recently, as in a week ago, I had a very bad thing happen, and I wasn't myself anymore for awhile.
Life is tough Michel, every choice we make greatly effects our lifes outcome good or bad. And while life dealt me a bad hand of cards that have made things more difficult, I also know that I have played some wrong cards in the game of life.
And unlike a video game which is forgiving with a restart, there is no restart button on real life. There is no rewind button either. So, it is what it is. Anyways, I don't think lonelyness, or depression, has anything to do with language translation. So ya lol.