Hey hey hey.
I totally get where you are coming from, trust me I do. Believe it or not, I actually come from a poor family. But I was in a situation where I was always clothed, fed, and provided for, even with toys! Yeah, I knew collage wasn't an option for me, obviously lol.
But I graduated HS with a diploma, boy was mom proud, especially since she knew that my dad flunked out of school after the 6th grade lol! Anyways, growing up, we didn't have money for computers!
My first computer was a 386, in a 486 era, my mom got it on the super cheap for only 20 bucks. Computer was so antiquated it couldn't play any real games. But she got it to help with my schooling, and it was hooked up to a DOT Matrix Printer.
And that was pretty much all that was good for, other then the fact I was learning Windows 3.1 on it lol. I then eventually built my first 486, out of donated parts from my school. They were going to send them all out to recycling, so they let me have some parts to build with.
I can't tell you how lucky I was to secure a DX4-100MHZ CPU and 32MB of RAM. IF you know anything about the 486 era, getting those kind of SPECS, thats top tier right there lol. So I continued with hand me downs until I could afford to build another machine.
My last desktop build was a single core 64-bit machine machine, all built with used parts. I later upgraded the video card when I could. So you see, I understand what you are saying, I do. When your not made of money, and you also only have certain tech options available, you get what you can, and you don't complain.
Cause having a computer, is better then not having anything at all. My last computers have been notebooks. Two big reasons for that, its kind of a pain to build desktop computer's, its a lot of work, and a lot of time consuming hours to select the parts you need that will play nice together.
Also, parts prices have been steadly rising on parts like CPU's, GPU's and RAM. Eventually, they priced themselves out of unobtainable for me, as I have no interest in spending 5,000 dollar to build a top notch gaming desktop machine.
Notebooks are great, cause you can get a whole lot of performance in a small package, and for a reasonable cost too. For the first time in my entire life, I was finally able to buy a high end gaming notebook.
So for me, thats like a milestone. I know this was a long post. I wanna thank you for your time in reading it. Just know that I think you are pretty stellar, especially if you care. And that, earns you a star.